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The Opposite of Innocent

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Poignant and chilling by turns, The Opposite of Innocent is award-winning author Sonya Sones’s most gripping novel in verse yet. It’s the story of a girl named Lily, who’s been crushing on a man named Luke, a friend of her parents, ever since she can remember.

Luke has been away for two endless years, but he’s finally returning today. Lily was only twelve when he left. But now, at fourteen, she feels transformed. She can’t wait to see how Luke will react when he sees the new her. And when her mother tells her that Luke will be staying with them for a while, in the bedroom right next to hers, her heart nearly stops.

Having Luke back is better than Lily could have ever dreamed. His lingering looks set Lily on fire. Is she just imagining them? But then, when they’re alone, he kisses her. Then he kisses her again. Lily’s friends think anyone his age who wants to be with a fourteen-year-old must be really messed up. Maybe even dangerous. But Luke would never do anything to hurt her...would he?

In this powerful tale of a terrifying leap into young adulthood, readers will accompany Lily on her harrowing journey from hopelessness to hope.

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    • Publisher's Weekly

      June 25, 2018
      Lily’s thrilled when her parents’ friend Luke comes back to town. She was 12 when he left, still a kid; at 14, she has breasts, wears makeup, and her braces are off—and Luke, who is 29, makes it clear that he notices the changes. Sones (Saving Red) tells the story in her characteristic free verse, which effectively reveals Lily’s feelings and moves the story along. Luke is staying with Lily’s family, so it’s easy for him to help her parents by driving Lily and her sister around town. After a lot of flirting, the two declare their interest, which leads to romantic kissing that makes Lily feel powerful and adored. Soon, though, Luke begins pressuring Lily to do more—things she’s not comfortable with. The ending sidesteps key questions about adult reactions and how Lily will shape her narrative moving forward, but authentic details and situations show both the appeal and the inherent power imbalance of being a teenager involved with an adult. Ages 14–up. Agent: Steven Malk, Writers House.

    • Kirkus

      August 1, 2018
      A young woman is sexually abused by a close family friend in this latest novel in verse from veteran poet Sones (Saving Red, 2016, etc.).Fourteen-year-old Lily has long harbored a crush on her father's friend Luke and is thrilled to learn that he is going to stay with her family upon his return from a research trip to Kenya. She fervently hopes that he'll see she is no longer a little kid, "Now / I feel more like a butterfly-- / a butterfly who can't decide / which wings to wear." Initially, Lily is thrilled when he seems to be returning her interest, but this gives way to palpable dread and shame as he pushes her into progressively more threatening situations. Factors that often play into sexual abuse emerge within this harrowing story, including Luke's grooming of Lily from a young age and his use of threats to keep her from telling anyone. She becomes isolated from her best friends, Rose and Taylor, and she is already accustomed to her father's hurtful emotional absence from her life. While realistic, these details sometimes feel a bit rote. All of the main characters seem to be white by default; Luke is English, Taylor is gay, and a caring teacher of Lily's is described as having brown skin.A quick moving and emotionally charged but ultimately underdeveloped novel that explores an important subject. (Verse novel. 14-18)

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    • School Library Journal

      September 1, 2018

      Gr 8 Up-When Lily was little, she used to throw her arms around Luke's neck and tell him she was going to marry him one day. He would smile down at her and tell her he'd wait for her. Now Lily is 14, and she feels very grown up-so grown up that when Luke returns after being in Kenya for two years, she wonders if he sees her as a woman or as the same kid she was when he left. Soon it's very clear that Luke desires to be with her, but it's complicated-he's 29. He convinces her to hide their relationship from her friends and family. At first, she's flattered by his attention. As their interactions become more and more physical, Lily begins to feel uncomfortable with the progression of their "romance," but by then, it's too late-she's trapped in an abusive relationship. Readers' frustration at Lily's naïveté will turn to compassion and horror at Luke's manipulations, and then to hope as Lily searches for the courage to escape his clutches. This novel in verse concisely examines one girl's experience of sexual abuse in a way that is both timely and relevant. The abrupt and open-ended ending might not satisfy all readers, but it feels organic to the format and text. VERDICT A must-have for YA collections.-Heather M. Campbell, formerly at Philip S. Miller Library, Castle Rock, CO

      Copyright 2018 School Library Journal, LLC Used with permission.

    • The Horn Book

      November 1, 2018
      Luke is a friend of the family. He went to college with Lily's father, but is several years younger. Lily has always had a crush on him. After a stint abroad in Kenya, twenty-nine year-old Luke has come to live with them temporarily, and fourteen-year-old Lily is beside herself with giddy anticipation. When Luke left, I had a billion zits, / Now I've only got a million. / Plus, I've mastered the magic of makeup. In a series of free-verse poems full of adolescent yearning, youthful naivet�, and pubescent insecurity, Lily chronicles her infatuation with Luke. She also chronicles his infatuation with her, how he manipulates her, grooms her, and exploits her. At first her relationship with Luke is wonderful and intoxicating, everything she hoped it would be, but when he pushes past her boundaries, she feels increasingly trapped. She has isolated herself from her concerned friends and sees no way to tell her parents, but when she notices Luke's untoward behavior with her younger sister, she gathers the strength to reach out to a trusted adult for help. An author's note and list of resources make this valuable for those wrestling with sexual and emotional abuse. jonathan hunt

      (Copyright 2018 by The Horn Book, Incorporated, Boston. All rights reserved.)

    • The Horn Book

      January 1, 2019
      In a series of free-verse poems full of adolescent yearning, youthful naiveti, and pubescent insecurity, fourteen-year-old Lily chronicles her infatuation with twenty-nine-year-old friend of the family Luke. She also chronicles Luke's infatuation with her, and how he manipulates her, grooms her, and exploits her. An author's note with a list of resources make this valuable for those wrestling with sexual and emotional abuse.

      (Copyright 2019 by The Horn Book, Incorporated, Boston. All rights reserved.)

    • School Library Journal

      September 1, 2018

      Gr 8 Up-When Lily was little, she used to throw her arms around Luke's neck and tell him she was going to marry him one day. He would smile down at her and tell her he'd wait for her. Now Lily is 14, and she feels very grown up-so grown up that when Luke returns after being in Kenya for two years, she wonders if he sees her as a woman or as the same kid she was when he left. Soon it's very clear that Luke desires to be with her, but it's complicated-he's 29. He convinces her to hide their relationship from her friends and family. At first, she's flattered by his attention. As their interactions become more and more physical, Lily begins to feel uncomfortable with the progression of their "romance," but by then, it's too late-she's trapped in an abusive relationship. Readers' frustration at Lily's na�vet� will turn to compassion and horror at Luke's manipulations, and then to hope as Lily searches for the courage to escape his clutches. This novel in verse concisely examines one girl's experience of sexual abuse in a way that is both timely and relevant. The abrupt and open-ended ending might not satisfy all readers, but it feels organic to the format and text. VERDICT A must-have for YA collections.-Heather M. Campbell, formerly at Philip S. Miller Library, Castle Rock, CO

      Copyright 2018 School Library Journal, LLC Used with permission.

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  • ATOS Level:4.7
  • Lexile® Measure:750
  • Interest Level:9-12(UG)
  • Text Difficulty:3-4

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